By ruby

ruby is…
a sinner
a hippie
a soldier
an INSOMNIAC
another face in the crowd
some girl who didn’t finish high school
ordinary
simple

ruby might be…
someone’s real name, but probably not this someones. i decided to begin writing in a new place a new name and sans face. it’s not because i’m ashamed to have my face attached to these words, but i want it to be about the stories, uninfluenced by identity. i also wish to write about life events and the people i’ve met who have changed my life, molded me, awed me; without compromise to their privacy. i chose ruby because i think the name captures something about living, shining, learning, breathing, loving, and breaking; a little bit of the everything that can be found in ALL of us-

ruby depicts…
red wine: sweet tasting; burning on the way down
heart wrenching piano music
dancing barefoot in thunderstorms
tears fresh upon rosy cheeks
raw beauty and open heart surgery
more precious than diamonds
and never to return to Kansas…

ruby is…
currently and indefinitely under construction…

;)


2 Responses to “ruby who?”


  1. 1 yes I am your mother
    January 15, 2008 at 2:08 pm

    Ah, yes, always under construction…. until we return to the dust, and even then, we are still becoming a part of something much larger than ever imagined…..
    Do you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean?

  2. 2 TheHeartBrokenOne
    January 29, 2009 at 7:00 pm

    I just wanted you to know I gain so much from your writing and life lessons. I love you sooo very much. Thank you for bringing soo much beauty into the sea of UGLY that is my pain! Please pray that I am able to leave it all at the “Old Rugged Cross”!


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